Chapter 3 - THE UNLABELED BOTTLE

I held the bottle beneath the fluorescent hospital light.
âNo label?â
The nurse shook her head.
âMrs. Carter says it isnât hers.â
Anna stared at it as though it were something alive.
âMy mother-in-law gave those to me.â
My chest tightened.
âWhen?â
âFor weeks.â
The nurse immediately stopped us.
âWhat did she tell you they were?â
Anna looked embarrassed.
âPrenatal supplements.â
I turned toward her.
âYou already take prenatal vitamins.â
âI know.â
âThen whyââ
âShe said these were different.â
Annaâs voice trembled.
âShe said sheâd used them during pregnancy. She said they helped with swelling.â
The nurseâs expression changed.
âDid you tell your obstetrician?â
Anna shook her head.
âMy mother-in-law told me they were natural.â
The nurse took the bottle.
âWeâre sending them to the lab.â
The next hour became a blur.
A police officer arrived to take Annaâs statement.
I offered to leave.
Anna grabbed my hand.
âStay.â
So I listened.
I listened while my wife described a home I supposedly lived in but apparently knew nothing about.
My mother insulted her weight.
Criticized her cooking.
Hid food she knew Anna liked.
Changed the thermostat after I left for work.
Accused Anna of wasting electricity whenever she turned it back up.
She intentionally woke her during naps.
Made comments about how difficult motherhood would be for a âfragile girl like her.â
Once, she had thrown away a package from Annaâs mother before Anna could open it.
Another time, she had moved Annaâs car keys and watched her panic for forty minutes before pretending to find them.
Small things.
Cruel things.
Things designed to sound ridiculous when described separately.
That was the genius of it.
No single incident looked large enough to destroy a marriage over.
Together, they formed a prison.
âWhy didnât you tell me?â I asked.
Annaâs eyes filled.
âI tried.â
My stomach sank.
âWhen?â
âThe night after your birthday dinner.â
I remembered.
Four months earlier.
Anna had said she didnât want my mother living with us anymore.
I got angry.
Not screaming angry.
Worse.
Cold.
Dismissive.
I had told her my mother had sacrificed everything for me.
I had said,
âSheâs family, Anna. Iâm not throwing her out because you two canât get along.â
The memory hit differently now.
Anna looked at my face and knew exactly what I was remembering.
âThat was the last time I tried.â
I covered my mouth.
My shame was almost unbearable.
The officer kept his voice neutral.
âMrs. Carter, did your mother-in-law ever threaten you directly?â
Anna didnât answer.
âAnna?â
She looked at me.
Then at the officer.
âYes.â
âWhat did she say?â
âShe told me if I tried to make Nathan choose between us, she would make sure he got custody after the baby was born.â
My stomach turned.
âHow?â
Anna swallowed.
âShe said everyone already knew pregnant women could become unstable.â
The officer wrote something down.
âShe threatened to claim you were mentally unstable?â
Anna nodded.
âShe said Nathan would believe her.â
I closed my eyes.
Because until three hours earlier, she might have been right.
The officer asked,
âWas tonight the first physical assault?â
Anna took too long to answer.
My eyes opened.
âAnna?â
She touched her wrist.
âThere were things.â
âWhat things?â
âShe grabbed me before.â
âWhere?â
âArms. Shoulders.â
My jaw tightened.
âShe pushed me once.â
I stood.
The officer looked up.
âSir.â
I forced myself back into the chair.
Annaâs contraction monitor began climbing.
The nurse returned.
âLetâs keep stress down.â
Stress.
The word felt absurd.
At six seventeen in the morning, the lab called the attending physician.
He came into the room with the hospital toxicologist on speakerphone.
The doctorâs expression was serious.
âWe tested one of the tablets.â
I moved closer to Anna.
âWhat is it?â
âIt appears to contain a prescription medication.â
Anna frowned.
âBut I donât take anything.â
âI know.â
The doctor looked at me.
âDo you recognize the name Evelyn Carter?â
My mother.
âYes.â
âThe prescription was originally issued to her.â
The air disappeared from the room.
Anna whispered,
âWhat does it do?â
The doctor chose his words carefully.
âIn an inappropriate dose, particularly combined with dehydration and late pregnancy, it could contribute to dizziness, abnormal blood pressure and other complications.â
I felt sick.
âCould it hurt the baby?â
âIt could increase risk.â
Anna began crying.
I stood beside her.
âCan you prove she gave it to Anna?â
The doctor shook his head.
âThat becomes a law-enforcement question.â
My phone rang.
My mother.
I rejected the call.
She called again.
Then again.
On the fourth call, I answered.
âWhat?â
Her voice came fast.
âNathan, you need to come home.â
âNo.â
âThe police are still here.â
âGood.â
âYou donât understand what happened.â
âI understand enough.â
âYouâve always been dramatic when youâre angry.â
I almost laughed.
âYou were holding my pregnant wife by her hair.â
âBecause she came at me.â
Anna heard that.
Her face changed.
My mother continued.
âSheâs manipulating you. Sheâs been planning this.â
âPlanning what?â
âTo turn you against me.â
I looked at Anna.
âIâm hanging up.â
âWait.â
Something in my motherâs tone changed.
Not fear.
Calculation.
âYou should ask your wife why she was going through your fatherâs office last month.â
I stopped.
Anna stared at me.
âWhat?â
My mother lowered her voice.
âAsk her what she found.â
I looked at Anna.
Her face had gone pale.
âAnna?â
She said nothing.
My mother whispered,
âShe didnât tell you everything.â
Then she disconnected.
I stared at the phone.
Anna turned toward the window.
âWhat did you find in my fatherâs office?â
Her lips parted.
Another contraction hit.
She gripped the bedrail until it passed.
Then she finally looked at me.
âA bank statement.â
âWhat bank statement?â
âIt had your motherâs name on it.â
I waited.
Anna swallowed.
âAnd your fatherâs.â
âMy father has been dead eight years.â
âI know.â
May you like
She reached for my hand.
âNathan⊠the statement was dated three months ago.â