Chapter 17 - REBECCAâS SECRET

I thought I knew everything Rebecca had hidden.
I was wrong.
The night before she testified, she called me.
âI need to tell you something before court.â
We met in the hotel lobby.
Anna came too.
Rebecca looked sick.
âWhat happened?â
âI lied.â
My stomach tightened.
âAbout what?â
âThe envelope.â
âDadâs letter?â
She nodded.
âI didnât find it last year.â
âWhen?â
âEight years ago.â
I stared at her.
âRight after Dad died?â
âYes.â
Anger came fast.
âYou had that letter for eight years?â
âI was twenty-four.â
âSo?â
âMom caught me reading it.â
Rebecca started crying.
âShe told me Dad was delusional at the end.â
I looked away.
âShe said if I showed you the letter, you would become obsessed and destroy your life.â
âRebecca.â
âI know.â
âNo, you donât.â
âI do.â
Her voice rose.
âBecause I watched you do exactly what I did.â
That stopped me.
She wiped her eyes.
âYou defended her.â
Silence.
âYou didnât tell Anna.â
I looked down.
âYou ignored things because accepting them meant changing your whole understanding of Mom.â
Rebeccaâs voice softened.
âI did it first.â
She was right.
Our mother had not only manipulated us individually.
She taught us how to participate in our own deception.
âWhat did you do with the letter?â
âI hid it in Momâs storage unit.â
âWhy there?â
âBecause I thought if I kept it, sheâd find it.â
Anna asked,
âIs that why you became distant from Nathan?â
Rebecca nodded.
âI felt guilty every time I saw him.â
I sat back.
âWhat else?â
Rebecca looked at me.
âThere was another page.â
My stomach dropped.
âWhat page?â
âI tore it out.â
âWhere is it?â
She reached into her bag.
Eight years.
She had carried it eight years.
The page was folded so many times the creases had almost become holes.
Dadâs handwriting.
Rebecca, if you are the one who finds this first, I need you to know something about your brother.
I read faster.
My father believed my mother had used me as leverage for years because she knew I was loyal.
He wrote:
Nathan will defend her longer than you think possible. Do not hate him for it. She taught him from childhood that her pain was his responsibility.
I stopped.
Anna touched my arm.
The words destroyed something.
Not because they excused me.
They didnât.
But because my father had seen the pattern while I was still inside it.
The final paragraph concerned Rebecca.
She may make you feel invisible because Nathan is easier to control through guilt. That is not because you matter less.
Rebecca sobbed.
I pulled her toward me.
For the first time since we were teenagers, we held each other.
Not like adults negotiating family politics.
Like two kids who had survived the same house differently.
The next day, Rebecca testified.
She told the truth.
All of it.
Including hiding the letter.
The defense attacked her credibility.
âYou concealed evidence for eight years.â
âYes.â
âYou lied to your brother.â
âYes.â
âYou resent your mother.â
âYes.â
âThen you have every reason to hurt her.â
Rebecca looked at Evelyn.
âI spent eight years protecting her.â
The lawyer paused.
Rebecca continued.
âIâm here because I finally stopped.â
The prosecution introduced Dadâs letters.
His recorded tape.
Financial records.
Mariaâs testimony.
The pharmacist.
Dr. Klein.
Piece by piece, my motherâs world became visible.
Not one dramatic criminal empire.
A lifetime of manipulation, financial crimes, threats and concealment.
Then came the digital forensics expert.
Remember the account in my dead fatherâs name?
Investigators had traced it.
Evelyn used it after his death to move money between shell companies.
She maintained Danielâs identity because several contracts still benefited accounts associated with him.
Identity fraud.
Tax issues.
Money laundering allegations.
My motherâs attorney looked exhausted.
During a break, Evelyn passed me in the corridor.
Deputies beside her.
She stopped.
âNathan.â
I said nothing.
She looked at Anna.
Then at me.
âAre you happy now?â
I almost answered.
Anna did.
âNo.â
My mother stared at her.
Anna held her gaze.
âHappy would have been you loving your son enough not to make him choose between truth and you.â
Evelynâs face twisted.
âYou stole him.â
Anna shook her head.
âHe was never yours to own.â
The deputies moved her along.
That evening, the prosecutor called.
My mother wanted a plea deal.
After rejecting one for months.
âWhy now?â I asked.
âFinancial evidence.â
âWhat did they find?â
A transfer.
Two hundred thousand dollars.
Made three days after my father died.
From the account in his name.
To Victor Hale.
Memo line:
Final consulting payment.
The prosecutor believed it tied Danielâs death more closely to the existing conspiracy.
Not enough for a clean murder charge.
But enough to terrify the defense.
âWhat plea?â
Thomasâs death.
Financial crimes.
Obstruction.
Witness tampering.
Assault-related counts.
A long prison sentence.
âWhat about Dad?â
The prosecutor was quiet.
âNo homicide admission regarding your father.â
I shut my eyes.
Anna held my hand.
The answer would remain incomplete.
My mother would admit many crimes.
But perhaps not the one I wanted most.
Then the prosecutor said,
âThereâs one condition.â
âWhat?â
âShe wants to make a statement to you before sentencing.â
May you like
I laughed.
âOf course she does.â